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Posted on January 12, 2009

I was in a great mood when I woke up today. Happy and dancing in the car on my way to work. Boss sent that to shit within an hour.

Posted on January 7, 2009

For some reason I’ve been semi-hard all day today. I have managed to resist temptation and not masterbate at work. Small steps right.

Posted on January 6, 2009

well, this is pretty much a failed cause.

since the failure,  I’ve jerked off every morning.

I’m supposed to go to the strip club tomorrow with my boss.  I know that will end with me jerking off because it won’t end with my dick in a vagina.

I know when I go back to texas I’ll visit my favorite wank shack.  Resolution or not, it’s a once in a year experience.

I want to find a real relationship.  Love, commitment.  I’m just going to have to figure out how to dedicate myself properly when I get back home.

Either nipple peircing girl.  I should really give her the propper attention.  Or the soon to be divorced girl whom I fell in love with right after my previous love.  I haven’t felt for anyone like her other than my first love(we’ll call her A), and she was the first girl I went out with after A and I broke up.  But it just didn’t sync up.  and I think she’s a very bad girl for me, but for some reason I’m still hooked on her.  Nipple peircing girl(we’ll call her L) is a very viable option, but I haven’t been around her long enough to feel anything other than lust.

Posted on January 5, 2009


don’t care, felt great.

Posted on January 4, 2009

did almost nothing today.

woke up late even though I meant to wake up earlier.

managed to do stretches and excercises again today.  hurt.

went and ate at a “Steak and Shake”

I can check that box on the list of life, but I have no intention of putting any tally marks next to it….

sore throat, so got some Nyquil.

put me on my ass way earlier than I thought.  Been sleeping all afternoon.

Woke up at 10, which sucks.  Was hoping to sleep through the night.

Take another shot of nyquil by light of the laptop

Start a Porcupine Tree playlist and hope the Q coma doesn’t take long.

Gotta take my coworker to the airport in the morning, then pick my boss up from the airport later.  Not looking forward to tomorrow.